You cant be me

Now the anguish of their pain and strain starts to congest their brains, suddenly anxiety scratches the inter layer of their hearts sharply grazing and gashing cuts sharper then harpoons and darts. After two days would you be willing and able to role over and wake as me? Before the insurmountable hot jelled pains enter the left side of your brain, your mind would just constantly race thinking about every second until you would not know how to control it and you felt as if you were going into a nervous breakdown with every passing tic your heart races and then you find the boldness and courage to stand. Now the gun shots go off in your brain and your body becomes immobilized and you cant breath, balance ... or balance the imbalances in your exasperated broken body.